Don’t let it be

It has been so long, long enough for one to live all he can. What did i ever do to deserve this, everyone says just let it be, just let it be but i say why?. Why have u changed so much , why have u become so numb so cold(colder than you were when i knew you ) .You are  not the one i knew, i HAD a crush on and i was friends with ,why have u changed. Why have you cocooned yourself, have circumstances been so bad??.

Why can’t we just talk it over and start afresh. In you i saw the spark of that promising friendship, a friendship that we could have cherished for a lifetime. Why did it happen? They say that things happen for good but i see no good in this. They say one should not think about past and what’s done is done, but can’t it be undone. I know we never talked about it but i think i deserved an explanation .It’s unfair. I know it hard to find good people (really hard) but it’s worth the try. Leave all this for a second, are you the same person you were 3 years back , are you ?.

Just think about it and don’t let it be!
  

Things to Do

It has been 1218 days (excluding the counselling days and including today ) since i first entered this college and oh boy i have changed a lot , only a couple of weeks left and then we all will be on our separate ways . Its like you have some terminal disease and only a few days left to live and once you are dead its all gone except that in this case u can use the Social Network to be in touch but who are u kidding these things last for only a couple of years .

Call me cynical but it is a fact , i have been off the radar for just 15 days and its like i am completely unaware of what’s happening around me , friends have been busy in their own lives and this is just college we are talking about(how busy can an engineer be ) . The very idea of what lies ahead when we start working is disheartening. Enough of this cynicism , coming on to what i wanted to write “THINGS TO DO”

Well as i said its almost the end and there are so many things to do like

Go propose the girl (not random in my case) you have been fantasizing about from the past year(at max she 

will slap you ) , go resolve some issues that haven’t been resolved, go Hug someone u feel u haven’t hugged be it a girl or a boy, go tell your friends that you love them and it would be impossible to survive without you guys (ironical),for a change go attend a few lectures,listen to Strobe-Deadmau5 and Hurt-Johnny Cash once more  ,go talk to your former crush and resolve everything ,call someone you have been wanting to call for the past month, break off all the relationships that you don’t want in your life (its about time that you move on), go to the teacher you like and tell him/her that sir/ma’am you are the best teacher in the campus, go have that coffee with the friend you have been wanting to have a coffee with , go out on a date , go be someone’s wingman(its a great feeling) , dance /sing your way to the campus (it’s a great feeling you must do it definitely) although people will think you are mad but you shouldn’t be caring what people think about you because they are just people ,who are they to judge you(BNM). Drive /Co-Drive listening to loud music dancing all the way , run in the campus as if the devil has come from hell to take you , call DIBS on a girl you see, call on the closest rule(courtesy Sujay Nautiyal), if possible just go and sing on a stage (for example while you are in a quiz and you have the mike with you ) ,go meet all the persons you met once in your college life ,go eat whatever you want to for the one last time, don’t waste your time thinking about what has been done think about what you can do it’s not too late for anything and stop spending time with your laptop/desktop it is going nowhere . Spend more time outside doing things physically(in a clean way) rather than doing it virtually(totally ironic to what i am actually doing right now :D :D :D),go do what you feel like.(not something stupid that you end up getting hurt )

Go make that one last time the special time so that you remember it. 

I can’t think of anything more to do right now

(I know using so many commas in a sentence is incorrect , please ignore them )

Just be yourself .